Ah, one day before my internship officially begins! I'm extremely nervous about it. You know, being a virgin in the working environment. hehe.

Being alone here in Penang does not do much to soothe me too. I miss home so, so, so much. To be very honest, I don't expect myself missing home so much at such early stage. Ah well, i'm just one of the lucky ones who happen to enjoy my lil hut. :)

The past few days had me question myself as to why I want to go through all the troubles of doing my internship here in Penang. I mean it's just an internship. I can just do it anywhere right? Ah well, I don't know. Money is definitely an issue now for me. I spent a total of RM 500 for the past 2 days! Have been skimming down on my food as I can't really skim down on buying the essentials.

I could just sit back and relax doing my internship in Kuching. You know, to have the facility of a car, air cond, CLEAN TOILET, top notch kitchen utensils.. and yet i chose this road. Questionable? hell ya! Just thinking of having to take bus so early in the morning and the fact that i will only reach the room more than 12 hours later is making me feeling pathetic. The fact that i need to walk so much makes me feel so lazy. Haih. But people say bersusah susah dahulu, bersenang senang kemudian kan? =S

I'm keeping my fingers crossed that this will be a valuable experience for me before I really embark to the REAL working arena.

Amen.